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As time passes by, people must make changes in their life. Finally one of those changes, was for my sister to find an apartment.! It's a tough business to move such a cargo she possesses, but after today it looks like we are able to get through it all!

 Oh and yeah... I started out making the sofa by myself.. I loved the irony on the photo above... 
Later I got some help with the last bits as Samie joined the adventure!!

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Hey peeps! Sorry about all the missing posts, I've been stressed like hell... Sometimes when I get mostly stressed, I go down in tempo completely, I act weird and have a really hard time prioritizing stuff, and usually make wrong decisions. As the attentive reader might have figured out, it's Sunday. I often use this day (as so many else) to sleep and catch up with things I lost during the week. That is my intention, and I have made a list, that hopefully will be done, and make some stress disappear.

I have a lot of pictures from the Easter holiday, that I do intend to show you... So when I get the time, be ready to get bombed with posts from me again..! ;)

I wish you all a great Sunday, and an amazing week in front of you!

Påskefroder

Jeg kan ikke beskrive hvor glad jeg er for at have påskeferie nu. Jeg blev virkelig syg i morges, og kunne dårligt gå uden at vælte om.. Prøvede at arbejde en time med en teater workshop som jeg laver med Sara. Der kom - hvor mærkeligt det end måtte lyde - heldigvis  ikke rigtig så mange, så slap for at skulle være super energisk og overgearet. Ærligt, så ved jeg egentlig heller ikke hvordan det ville have gået. Forældrene ville nok have troet jeg var plørefuld, efter mine bevægelser at dømme...

Kom hurtigt hjem og lagde mig til at sove. Sov 5 timer, og alt snurrede/snurrer stadig rundt... Verdamt... Og skal lige hilse og sige, i forhold til sidste indlæg - har min tilstand INTET at gøre med alkohol... Så nu vil jeg fortsat gå i krig med min balance og lege Jack Sparrow - eller bare ligge ned og undgå det.. XP

Men jeg ville da bare lige med små søde "nuuuuuur"  *host* blomster billeder, ønske jer alle en rigtig god påske.! Håber på vejret snart bliver bedre!

Unbelivable school stuff

OBS kan indeholde "jeg er meget træt" stave- og sprogfejl!

Ved ikke helt hvad jeg skal sige til denne her uge... 

Weekenden afsluttede godt den forrige, og det så ud til denne her også startede godt. Men dovenskaben der indtog mandagen, lavede ligesom bare lidt rav i det hele. Havde fri grundet AT skrive dag. Fik jeg skrevet noget? Usandsynligt, var så blank som jeg nu kunne være..

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Havde verdens dårligste mandag aften, med mavekramper og hovedpine. Fyldt med nervøsitet for onsdags musik terminsprøve og ikke mindst udtagelsesprøve på Eventyrteatret. Terminsprøven gik som forventet, bevis: de dertil crime rider fotos for neden. Udtagelsesprøven på Eventyrteatret gik som frygtet, dertil den halv indeklemte stemning resten af onsdagen, og muligvis også forbygning til den ubehagelige, sygdomsbefængte torsdag morgen. Mødte sent i skole, kunne ikke rigtig koncentrere mig, fik usigeligt intet ud af undervisningen, og tog bare direkte hjem for at tage til taekwondo, velvidende at jeg gik glip af en anden vigtig begivenhed, og at AT synopsen lå blankt på mit desktop og kaldte på mig..

Klokken er halv seks i skrivende stund - fredag morgen, og jeg er lige med nød og næppe blevet færdig med synopsen. Jeg sætter uret til klokken 10 og kigger den igennem der.. Fuglene synger, og solen er ved at stå op. Ikke den mest motiverende faktor til at lægge sig til at sove. Frygter lidt humøret og helbredet i morgen - ikke mindst grundet alle de ting jeg skal nå.

Stuff in my room

 ... or just an excuse to play with my 50mm objective. :)

Scoresmilet

Håber alle har haft en god weekend på den ene eller anden måde! Jeg nød den, og er nu klar med næææsten 100km/t  i timen til at tage den kommende uge med et brag. Eller bare som de andre uger, forsøge at overleve, og ændre dagene så de ikke kommer til at ligne hinanden. 

Havde en dejlig kort dag i skolen, ventede en halv time på bussen da jeg skulle hjem i den danske tundra. Endte med at gå på de fødder jeg var sikker på nok blev knækket af. Frygt ej! Min dyne var min ven, da jeg kom hjem, og rykkede mig ikke før jeg tog til en lækker omgang Taekwondo i to timer. Nu er jeg træt og øm - har det dejlig! (No shit, sarkasme er mit mellemnavn, men jeg er faktisk helt ok.!) 

Håber I også vil få en god uge, sender jer lige afsted med en hilsen fra mit selvglade scoresmil, som Jennifer fra min klasse lige skulle tage, da hun skulle afprøve mit nye kamera. Ja flot er det. Derfor det hedder scoresmilet.! 

host host - sarkasme er mit mellemnavn

Canon EOS 60D

Be prepared! I finally bought my new camera today! A Canon EOS 60D. I have wanted to buy it ever since I got my last one stolen.... 3 months without a camera has been torture!!! Now I got my new baby (R.I.P Canon EOS 450D forever my beloved first born..) and owh damn we are gonna spend some lovely hours together from now on! It is very different from my old one - and much more heavy.. So I have to train a lot until I get it. ;) I also bought a 50mm 1.8 lense for portraits and close-ups. Uhuhuhuhu, gonna play a lot!!! 

I will post all my training on my blog, so get prepared for photo madness!! XP

19th Birthday

 
Friday the 20th January I had my birthday. Pff, I hate that 365 goes so fast. I don't know what to do with that day. It always seem to come as a surprise to me, and this year I didn't really have time or money to throw a party... But I had a lovely birthday anyway, and my grandmother came by at Saturday. 

I got some lovely gifts. Money, an AWESOME warm scarf and two CD's by my mother and farther, and a lovely card and a CD from my sister. My grandmother gave me chocolate (because I needed a present) and money.. :)
 

I had didn't go to school, since we got some canceled lessons and two lessons that was made virtual (assignments that can be made at home) So I started my day by getting some sleep, and later take a nice trip to Copenhagen short. 

In the evening I went to a concert with the Danish band Murduck at Forbrændingen in Albertslund. 
I really enjoyed! Good way to end the day. You can hear some from their last concert here: 

Frenger - An Unkown Guest

Not quite friends - not quite strangers... - Mew

I had a little visit when I returned to my home today. A very gentle cat sat at my garage and followed me to my door.. I was not aloud to walk pass him/she.. XD Insanely cute and lovely! I just wanted to share that with you since I have a big weakness for cats and dogs.. XP lol


Tror ikke den er løbet hjemmefra, men alligevel. Bor du i Ballerup området eller udenfor og savner den her kat.. Ja så hænger den altså ud omkring mit hus :)

Happy Christmas!

Hello everybody!

I just wanna wish you a Happy Christmas!!!

I must admit I personally get extremely melancholic and depressed, but I smile outwards and wanna enjoy the lovely food and company of my family! <3 I hope you will have a lovely evening as well, having a great time! :)

I would like to share with you my all time favorite winter photo of my dog Charlie. It's an old one and is taken with my old phone, but there is no limit to the beauty he gives a crappy camera... Damn I wish I had him to celebrate Christmas :)

One of my new years resolutions is to be a bit more - happy - about myself, so I'll just start now share a photo of my totally not awesome curly hair for this Christmas evening! XP

And yes - good old webcam... My camera is in the hands of an unknown person.. 

 

SRP is ON!

Så kom så dagen der var både frygtet og ventet. Dagen hvor problemformuleringen til SRP'en blev udleveret og skrivedagene nu er blevet sparket igang. Jeg har prøvet at holde mig nogenlunde optimistisk her op til forløbet, for ikke at få opgaven til at komme som et alt for stort chock når dagen nu oprendte. Optimismen har ikke mindst været der af god grund! Jeg regner med at mine læsere har en nogenlunde forståelse for hvad SRP'en går ud på, om ikke andet finder du nok ud af det. De fag jeg har valgt er følgende:

•  Musik A
•  Mediefag B

Jeg kunne ikke forestille mig bedre fag at skrive opgave i! Det er to fag jeg virkelig elsker, og hvor jeg ikke ser metoderne og teorien som slavisk gymnasie arbejde, men rent faktisk et vidensområde jeg virkelig ønsker at bevæge mig ind på. Ikke desto mindre har jeg valgt at beskæftige mig med filmen Black Swan. Jeg blev virkelig fascineret første gang jeg så den film, og det på den visuelle og auditive side. Så hvorfor ikke gå i dybden med den i sin SRP? JA TAK!


Now came the day that was both feared and waited. The day where the SRP begun. SRP is short for a very important study assignment that students have to make in Denmark to get their exam on their last year at high school. You write this assignment where you operate with two of your main subjects. I have tried to stay very optimistic about it all, and it sure helped that I chose two subjects I love dearly:
Music and Media.
     I couldn't think of better subjects to write this big assignment with. I have choosen to write about the film Black Swan. I loved it so much the first time I watched it, and knew that when I was going to write with Music and Media, it was ideal.

Update on November

Yes... This will be a boring update on my life this November. Since I have no skills in blogging at all, you'll just get it all in one post. Sorry for my language and for being pretty straight forward. 

Btw, some of it might seem a little weird (time sense), I wrote the most of this post last week...

November is the month of emotional roller coaster! A lot have happened which have been insanely good, and awful. Well I think that's what everybody would call life. It is just difficult to figure out if you are going to be all positive about it, or just stay negative not to get overwhelmed all the time. I tried both, and it drives you mad and gives you a mood that you cannot control. So I'll just deal with everything when it stands right in front of me. My philosophy right now: "One day at a time." And I'm sorry if this is a problem to the people around me, sincerely I am, cause I know it is. But if I don't think that way, I'll collapse. I didn't have much time for sleeping this month which have evolved into a very low immune and I have had these days where I felt really bad. And now at the end of the month I lost my voice completely.. And I'm just ill, ill and ill.

I had my theory test to my drivers license 3rd of November. BAM! I had one mistake more than was aloud. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Weird questions. I was so angry and dissapointed. But nevertheless not embarrassed, either way I wouldn't write about it here. It happens.  It is so expensive, and I had no time to take it again. And if I didn't get it fast I wouldn't get my final test to the driver license because of the weather that (maybe) soon will change in Denmark. BUT! Luckely for me already got a time the following week - and I passed. Yay for me I guess!

J-POPCON 2011
The 11th, 12th and 13th of November we had the danish convention J-Popcon in DGI-byen in Copenhagen. I would really love to make a separate post about it, but it would be boring since I have no pictures - and let me tell you why!
     At Monday the 7th of November we had a break in into our house. Well thank you God all mighty above, just what I needed. I had had the worst day in school, I was very sick and hat the longest trip home. I intended to drug my self and go to sleep as soon as I stepped into the house. And what did I see... Yes, what you see when you have had a break in. I can tell you. I yelled. I yelled as I have never yelled before... Anger filled the whole of my body, I felt robbed of course, but also extremely offended. My private space had been provoked in a way that it snapped for me. I ran round in the house hyperventilating and yelling - seriously never been so mad. And I felt so weak and helpless because of my sickness. I tried to call my farther but he didn't understand a word I said before I calmed down. The police came but like I expected - they did nothing since they can't do anything about it other than write down the circumstances etc. We lost a lot of very important things - AND I HOPE YOU ***** WHO TOOK IT FELL GREAT! God dammit...
     Well back to J-Popcon 2011. Since I had my mood swings and "oh so busy life" I had no time to make a new costume for J-popcon. And I didn't really feel so much for my old ones. So I decided that I would go natural (almost) all weekend, and take pictures of all the gorgeous people around me instead! :) But now you see.. We had a break in... and they amongst other things took the love of my life. Dearest Canon EOS 450D... No pictures at J-Popcon. So be it. But it was a nice weekend! Though I was feeling completely beside myself I really enjoyed! I got to see some lovable friends from Germany and Italy! <3 Thank God. And insanely huge congratulations to my girls Samie and Yoshu whom one the qualifications to the WCS 2012!!! I can't describe the joy I felt when they won! Yes - honestly - I cried when their names was shouted. I had cried so hard if no one was looking. I've never tried it before I think, to get filled with so much happiness because of those girls. Their performance was incredible and .. yes.. Waow, Gosh I'm glad they won! :)

THEATER
Well, on the theater front - Now when Herkules is over, I got time to focus on my theater at Ballerup Ungdomsskole. We were at a small trip with the group the 29th and 30th where we got our characters/roles. As I wrote in an earlier post we're going to perform a new written version of Alice in Wonderland. The role of Alice is split in five different parts, to symbolize the change in her size etc. (and because of pedagogical reasons. XD) Well the thing is, I am to be one of these Alices! :) I hoped to get a crazy role now that it is Alice in Wonderland, but I'm really glad and I'm really looking forward to work with it all. :) We had some rehearsals and I'm loving it. :3 I hope when November ends that I'll get even more time for it, since I been really ill and had a lot of things I had to do so I couldn't be at every rehearsal.
    Lets stay with theater. We are now done playing Metamorfoser at my Gymnasium. It is a Greek inspired multi theater performance originally written by Ovid. It has been a weird.. Good now doubt! But weird, especially because I've been beside myself.

DRIVERS LICENSE!!

Jeg fik det!

Jeg var oppe til den praktiske prøve i dag klokken 07:00 og bestod! Den prøvesagkyndige jeg skulle have var sindssyg flink og behagelig at køre med! :) Han talte stille og roligt, spurgte ind til hvad jeg lavede til dagligt, grinte når jeg jokede og jokede med. Der var grænser for hvor nervøs jeg egentlig kunne være fordi han bare var så hyggelig og beroligende at snakke med. :) Jeg kan slet ikke beskrive hvor rart det er at have fået det overstået. Nu skal jeg ikke tænke på det mere, det er ude af verden! :D 

I GOT IT!

I was to the final "test" today to get my drivers license and I passed! I was driving at 07:00 o'clock in the morning, and my driving-test examiner was really kind and removed almost all my nervousness! :) I can't describe the relief I feel right now. It's out of the way! YAY! :D

Køreprøve

Når man begynder, at tænke man skal huske at orienterer sig bagud og blinke inden man overhæler en person ved Vanløse Metrostation i myldretiden, fordi man syntes vedkommende går for langsomt, så begynder køreprøve stressen langsomt at vise sig… 
 

Frustrerende

Fuck hvor er det frustrerende!
...når ens humør bare bliver revet i fra begge sider...

Den ene side af mig er utrolig glad, helt oppe at køre og føler alting bare går for sindssygt godt.
Den anden side er rasende, ked af det og skuffet. 
De to ting mikset sammen på samme tid giver bare det voldsomste mood kaos indvendigt. 

Jeg hælder mod den gode side, så må resten sku vente...

Times of the essence

I can't believe that its already the 20th September! Time goes so fast right now! I can't keep track at all! I got a calender and stuff I have to do, but everything else is just so impulsive and half hearted. If you read the post with Derpie earlier - you would also know that I forget everything, and loose as well... Damn, I lost my very expensive reading glasses, and got my bike stolen for the first time last Thursday. Damn I was down, stupid people, I loved that mountain bike.. T_T And it didn't help that it was late, and I had to walk home and get up early the next day. Meh...


But besides sounding so negative about everything going so fast - I would like to focus on some of the positive and scary stuff!

Yesterday in school we were to get our heads measured and choose which kind of "hat" we want this summer, when the final exams are over. That was very badly written of me, damn you know what I mean! I can't believe that two years of gymnasium school is over, and that this is the last year... It's a good thing, it's gonna be great to finish, but also a bit sad.. After this things get serious, and I have no idea what I'm going to do afterward. :S


Besides that! On Monday the 26th September, it will be the first day to try out Herkules in Glassalen in Tivoli, the place where the play will be performed. It's going to be awesome! And a bit scary that we're closing in to the premiere. And hey! Do you live in Denmark and have time in the "Efterårsferie" then go get your tickets here! ;D

New play - Alice in Wonderland

ALICE IN WONDERLAND

I was at this intro meeting yesterday at my "youth school" where I had played theater before. We were going to hear about this years production - Alice in Wonderland! The truth is that I had said to my self that I was NOT going to participate this year, because of my last year in high school and because I'm already in another play that takes a lot of time - and everyday in October. BUT! Come on! Alice in Wonderland! I CAN NOT RESIST IT! They have a lot of brilliant ideas on the story line, and the music they are gonna use! love..... I am really exited about it! They also have a lot of ideas on the scenography and costumes. Drool.. There will be audition tomorrow evening, and I am fairly nervous. I know the people who will be there, but.. I'm just really bad at presenting in front of a few people... Meh, I'll learn it someday! :3 Wah, it's gonna be good! But stressful! Gotta make it all fit together with school and other free time stuff (; Looking forward to it! :)

I feel - Derpy...

I can't express how extremely derpy and goofy I am at the moment. I fall, I trip, I comment on things in public that people act on, I forget stuff and yeah.. I'm just clumsy. Why? WHY?!?! 

DRAWING OF DERPY

Crazy bus drivers are CRAZY!

I do not know what it is at the moment... But I tend to go into buses with craaaazy bus drivers!
I have gotten nausea every morning this week, because the bus driver is so bad with the speeder. Stops, drives, stops, drives...

And today when I was heading home - in a very good mood atleast! - the bus driver just - didn't stop before he was pass the busstop. Well... Respect for the man, he did stop when he found out he had driven by... Poor me for naively standing up and get ready to go of the bus. I somehow tend to fly from the back of the bus to the front, where a gentle lady catches me before I go any longer...

As I said - I was in a good mood, and very chocked and surpriced so I began to laugh, thanked the woman and hurried out of the bus (which by the way in this rush hour was pretty filled with people who stared at me)

I hope I will get on a normal bus tomorrow!

One of those nightmares

I had this scary nightmare last night... I dreamed I woke up from my bed and walked to the kitchen. Then I heard the sound of my bird and walked into the living room. There she were sitting on one of the shelves singing. I was so happy to see her, and called her to me. She sat on my finger, and I cuddled gently with her and replied her song as I used to. Then my mother walked into the room, and I said of joy: "Look mom! She's okay!" Them my mom looked at me with a confused look: "Sweetie, she died last year." And I was shocking my head, but then she flew from my finger, over to her cage and in that second she fell to the floor, the exact image I saw the day she died while I had high fever. This time she was just older - rotten. I cried.

I walked back to the kitchen, but before I reached the door, my dog appeared in front of me. And I screamed - I screamed so loud. He was just jumping at me with his "happy face." I wanted to cuddle him, but I couldn't. How could I? He was dead. He laid down and looked at me with his brown eyes - then he disappeared. I returned to my room and my bed, and woke up again this morning. Empty house - damn. I hate nightmares when they play with your past.