Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Sloth or resistence?

Something I'm getting really tired of is my own laziness...

When I got home today, I was sure off that I had to work on my essay, and do all the other homework. That's just normal everyday school thingie. But I really can't. I opened the book, I opened the document that was going to be read. I look at it and then I go away.
    I put some classical music on I haven't heard for ages (yes, I like classical music... deal with it) sat on my floor and listened to it for about 2 hours. (Need a life? I don't know)
    It got me pretty relaxed actually, though the homework didn't make it self. It's 10:43pm now, I should sleep. Need to get up at 05:15am. But I don't want to sleep, because I don't like when I wake up - and the school work still haven't been made. I'm sick of it. But I just can't do it. T_T
    I also need to fix some stuff I promised different people - some things I just can't say no to do - promeses to a lot of people. I feel so bad for not doing them, but it takes me so much time to pull myself together. And even though I'm aware of it and hate it. I JUST CAN'T DO IT!

Nwaaaaa.. I wanna be Super Woman, take care of my own damn life, and learn to help others as well.
As our dear friend Zuko would have explained it : "WHY AM I SO BAD AT BEING GOOD?!"

S L O T H      S H O U L D     D I I I I I E E E ! ! ! !

1 comment:

★ Line M. Larsen ★ said...

Haha.. I feel the EXACT same way these days T,T
It is so frustrating!