As I wrote in an earlier post; I'm really bad to keep close to friends at the moment, since I don't have the ability to "keep in contact" that often that this century somewhat requires, before you can call yourself "friends."
I sincerely from the bottom of my heart appreciate the friends that I have, that I can spend time with, do everything and nothing with. I sound so solemn. T_T But thanks to those people who accept me! And if I haven't spoken to them for a while, I really hope somehow they will still acknowledge me. Because absence is not a rejection, and I really hope people will understand it.
Yesterday was one of the greatest days in a long time. I attended a gymnasium party in my hometown, as a photographer. I was really exited, since I would meet some people I haven't seen a long time.
My best childhood friend, and still best mate was attending as well. I was going to surprise her, and when she saw me she screamed.! We haven't seen each other for 4-5months, maybe written to each other 2-3 times.. (I know it's so bad.) But she was almost crying and at first she didn't let go of me! I got wet eyes as well. I can't describe how happy I was to see her as well!. :) Though we haven't been in good contact, we know how important we are to each other. And that was really a nice feeling. :) Thank you Josephine. I love you.. <3