I don't know why. But I simply don't have the ability to plan anything at all. I'm getting crazy when people get "mad" that I can't figure out my own time. I might understand it somewhat, but is it wrong? I honestly hate arrangements... I don't know if I get easily stressed, or just insecure when I can't be lord over my own time. It's so wrong and so weird. It's normal to say: "Okay see you on Monday at 15 o'clock, yes?" I just can't. What if I'll get unable to go? There's so many who constantly ask when, when, when?
When I get in a period like that, I just cut off, and often don't answer anything. Is that wrong? Maybe yes, but that's just how it is.
I'll work on it... Sorry..